3 hours of sleep;

You kept me up all night.



I don't like it when people keep me up all night when beautysleep's at stake.
Never again;
don't you dare.

Bubbly.

Yesterday, I brought whole new meaning to "Alcohol improves my foreign language"; I spoke somekind of French with Luke ("Bonjour!"), and Thai ("Alaiwa!!") with uhm, P and Jeremy's friend. Their command of the language is impressive to say the least (especially when Luke told me he forgot most of his French in French). And I believe I was overly friendly/ rude? to everyone new I met last night. No thanks to newandoldfriends with bottles of alcohol. Damn you! Alcohol! Be gone!

Smoke **** everyday.

'Twas a good night;

Everyone was at Zouk and everyone got wasteeeeeeeed. Oh and, toomanysuppers makes you a fattybombom.

Again.

I can almost feel the wind in my hair. All over again. Let's keep the good times a-rollin' guys! :)

I like the sound of breaking hearts...

The best way of freeing up some space on one's hard disk? Deleting photos you never look at/ not of oneself/ especially the not so-good-looking ones (ones without me in it but of gorgeous people? Those can stay. Because I am superficial like that.)

So in the process of entering another chapter for good, I deleted all of the photos with you in it. Some of you, and me. Mostly of you alone. And then I smiled. Because you and me? Never happened.


...that's not my own.

最後的疼愛是手放開.

And when Mom handed me the slip to sign, I felt like Fate was playing a trick on me; there his name was, right where he made a mark with black ink. Flashback to almost a year ago, when I made him sign it. And then as I was listening to some songs, this came up:

你那麼愛他　為什麼不把他留下
為什麼不說心裡話
你深愛他　這是每個人都知道啊

Someone quoted this to me way back in Jan this year, as a form of a question to me. I couldn't answer. But now, I realise I didn't try to fix anything because we were too unhappy together. And because I care(d) for him the way I do, his happiness was my priority.

So I let him go.

Letting go doesn't mean I care any less. It doesn't mean I stopped caring. Because I never did, not once in the past 8 months. It's been so long. Is it finally time for me to really move on? I will, as long as I know he will never be unhappy again.

Stranded hearts and broken chains.

There you are and here I am, two different ends of the world,
Obviously not meant to be together.

She may be standing where I stood ;

I can't believe he SNAP-ed me when we said the same thing the other day. Haha!

[This warrants this - ;) ]

I only think, in the form of crushing numbers.

I have realised that one of my pet peeves? - people who use smiley faces inconsequentially ;) Basically, as punctuation marks :) I mean, what the fuck?! =/ This - :D - is NOT a freaking comma, (or full stop.) for that matter :P Okay, (example) case in point:

"Hey :) How are you? It was great catching up after so long :) I really had a lot of fun :D But next time, don't you dare sneak up on me like that again ;) Or I will personally dropkick you :P"

Can someone say eww? What's wrong with that? Sounds like a perfectly constructed coherent sentence? Hell, NO! I mean, the grammar and everything is, but NOT the punctuation usage!!! It should be (in all fairness to sentence construction rules, punctuation laws, whathaveyous of the Eng language) -

"Hey! How are you? It was great catching up after so long, I really had a lot of fun. But next time, don't you dare sneak up on me like that again! Or I will personally dropkick you!(!!! for added effect if you so please.)"

RAHHHH >=( so stop it!! goddamnit people!!


Disclaimer: So I am guilty of using smileys too, but only expressively (and when words seem superfluous). Not the whole damn time as freakin' punctuation marks!

So you think you can dance?

I'm in absolute love with the show! There was a 2-hour Auditions special on ten today, and I am utterly impressed and completely blown away by a lot of the dancers! Popping is tres sexy and this one guy actually (dare i say -) did a better job then Rain! They did the choreography round to my favoritest song ATM Last Night, and its a huge pity I didn't get to see everyone do it! Ok, I know..mundane update. But let me just say I found it amusing that one of the Top 20 guys is named Jesus (pronounced 'hey-sus')!

I know you can hear me
I know you can feel me
I can't live without you
God please make me better
I wish I wasn't the way I am

If I told you once, I told you twice
You can see it in my eyes
I'm all cried out, with nothing to say
You're everything I want it to be
If you could only see, your heart belongs to me
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch
Come and set me free, forever yours I'll be
Baby won't you come and take this pain away

Love is gone.

Come and set me free.

Yah. Great. My AUD130 pair of Bardot Skinnys (mine with gold trimmings on the back pockets) are going for almost AUD100 today. Damn you, MC VIP night! I really should be more of a Fashionista and check fashion-related websites more often, so I'll be in-the-know.



Okay. That's it! I'm going shopping!!

He tastes like you, only sweeter.

Oh yes. I suppose I should give an (visual) update of my life thus far;

let's see. Where do I start? After the Ball - Prince of Wales after party - Seven - Sleep-ins - Assignment Completion - Uni - Shamiana/ Gravity Bar...

Damien!

Fast friends. :)

Voted Best Friends for Life; Vodka Sunrise, Beer, White Wine.

Nat nat and Ashy; they're like the other two younger siblings I never had.

After party @ Prince of Wales:
Haha, Nat is so cute! She told us to look bitchy and she ended up posing cutely, later explaining that it was s'posed to look like she was going to punch someone!

Pardon the messy hair..I had to show everyone how fabulous my dress is!

Fri night - it was back to Seven! Gosh I heart that place to bits, although its always such a bitch to get in. Atas alert*

*Mon-Wed: Insert going to Uni*

Thurs I went down to Shamiana for Merdaka (sp?) night, which is Malaysian National Day basically. I was bored to tears and when Natazia couldn't get in, that was my cue to leave with her and head to Gravity Bar on Lt Collins. Which was a LOT of fun! They left at 2-ish and I stayed on and partied with Dino til like, 4-ish when they were cleaning up! Then we headed to Chilli Padi for supper. Slept at 5.30am finally!!

Fri I procrastinated somemore, got online and shopped at threadless.com. Their tees are full of cute slogans as such:

Sat I spent watching One Tree Hill and then meeting Nat-nats, Sean and Damien for lunch at QV. Afterwhich I accompanied them to LV and Blvgari on Collins. Our last stop: Tien Ren Bubble Tea! Yummyyy.

I know, I know. All aimless, unproductive events (socially productive = academically unproductive) to procrastinate starting on my essay, which I (by manipulated luck) got an extension for.

Gorgeous, innit? Topic of my essay - New Urbanism; Seaside, Fl, is really quite the residential Utopia!

What you did;

So, do you think she knows?

***

"The past represents its future,
It advances in a straight line but ends in a full circle."

- The 'Riddle' in Alphaville

I think he means love.

And, why do you think Hope was the only thing left trapped in Pandora's box? Why was Hope there in the first place? Is it there to alleviate the negativity of the other nasty elements? Or was it in there because Hope itself is negative?