Your love's a gathered storm I chase across the sky.

I guess we have all made choices we will regret sometime, if not presently. Some choices involve leaving, and leaving behind. Others involve staying, whilst someone else leaves. For most part its true, Reality sucks and truth hurts; my heart aches for you, and every other girl who has had their own heart broken, used, and then trampled on. That indescribable tormenting pain that aches in the most remote parts of your body that you didn't before know existed; that woeful chasm that refuses to be sewn up; that gap, that single wide gap someone left in your heart. One should not be so melancholy, although the weather should pardon the mood.

And since we’re here, we might as well

"Accept that Truth, is absolute, and more cruel than any lie."

- OTH

Such is Life. Welcome, young child.

And I too, am trying to believe in things I didn't before.

When enough is enough.

But I want to be fixed; undo the lies and the deceit that was the foundation of our destructive and toxic relationship. Make me believe that it wasn't built on unrealistic and unfulfilled hopes and expectations, lies and deceit, excuses and the lack of love for another but too much self-love to the point of excessiveness on the part of one individual. Someone told me friends who really care would never tell me, "I told you so". If that much is true, I'll feel safer moving out of my shell and forward.

"To Love; may we stay away from it when it's no good for us."

- Simone from Heroes